Oh Tammy I'm so sorry. It isn't easy to talk about it and it's impossible to understand that kind of helplessness unless you've felt it.

Your son must feel terribly rejected...which is understandable. Who can we blame in this life for the unexpected, unasked for things that happen to us. We often blame ourselves.

You said your "most recent" experience with suicide?? You've had others?

I'm glad you feel that you can talk to us...anniversaries are the pitts!!