im back from the pdoc.

hes kinda mean. like i felt like i was intruding on his space and he didnt really want me there. i wrote out what i was feeling and why i was upset and he kept interrupting me and i was getting kinda mad. i thought he was supposed to listen to me and help? i felt like he had his own adgenda and i was wrong in trying to tell him things and he was like no no no this is what were talking about.

and near the end he was like, okay im gonna stop you and tell you about seeing a psychatrist. heres a perscription for xanax (alprazolam) and sent me on my way, if i needed someone to talk to and listen i woulda saved myself the copay and talked here.

he flat out said hes not gonna be enough for me and that at times ill feel abandoned by him and ill be mad, why would i want a pdoc that admits hes not gonna be there when i need him? is this supposed to happen? or is this a step in the direction that everyone says they see a bunch of doctors before they get diagnosed? i feel like ive already been diagnosed tho... i have anxiety and panic attacks and he gave me meds for that...he made me feel like my issues arent important and that by giving me medication, he can shut me up and be all set.

am i supposed to feel like this? i have another appointment on friday at 2pm.

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