((megveg))

I'm sorry I haven't read any of your posts before this one, but I'd like to respond to this post.

You couldn't pay me to be 18 again. It's a MAJOR fork in the road. At least back in my day many of us had the chance to take a little time off to "find ourselves" before making any permanent decisions on which path to follow. It was also easier to get a job without a college education that could support a person. If not, it wasn't hard to get together with friends and rent an apartment together.

I would suggest you start with your passion and talent. We've all got something to contribute to this world. See what career choices are available in that area.

If you want to keep your passion separate from your career, think of an activity you wouldn't mind doing for eight hours or so a day.

Keep your chin up and don't concern yourself with what the pack is doing. Who knows, maybe they are a pack of lemmings.

I hope and pray you find the guidance you require and find yourself following a good direction.