I deleted my first post this morning. I made it last night after a very frustrating HOT day and I was very upset.

It's my reaction to a situation that I just can't help. Anything to do with car troubles and getting screwed over by a mechanic REALLY upsets me. I am hoping that today will finalize the problem but I don't have much hope. It seems when things in general start to slide downhill it just picks up speed. The past few weeks that is the "MODE" I've been in and now with the excessive heat it just sent me careening over the edge.

You know, you fix one thing and then something else goes wrong. You get to a point where you just want to be unconcious.

I know everyone has times like this when we are JUST holding on by our fingernails, that's where I am right now. I just want this dark cloud to go away.