Hello again Clownie, I noticed you took BiPolar pills...are you BP? We have a forum for this...
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum38.html
Just click on that link and it will take you there. I'm really glad you didn't take your own life and as I said to you previously, I'm sure you only wanted the unrelenting pain from crs to end...not your life.
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Sometimes it's hard to feel the love from others because of depression. You aren't alone Clownie...these forums are a great source for support and information.