Hello again Clownie, I noticed you took BiPolar pills...are you BP? We have a forum for this...http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum38.html

Just click on that link and it will take you there. I'm really glad you didn't take your own life and as I said to you previously, I'm sure you only wanted the unrelenting pain from crs to end...not your life. Sometimes it's hard to feel the love from others because of depression. You aren't alone Clownie...these forums are a great source for support and information.