Hi Clownie

I'm glad you learned it's not the answer to life's problems and got a second chance to "play the game" again. Impulsively hopping into your car can possibly lead you down a path you'd rather not follow. I don't know your circumstances, but in general I would say it's probably not a good idea if you want your situation in life to improve. Most times we unknowingly pack and take along with us all the "ugly" baggage we're trying to leave behind.

Keep it as a dream though (even as an option). In the meantime, prepare and plan for the road you'd prefer to travel. Success at life in a good way is the BEST revenge against people who have tried to hold you down in one way or another.

Just my two cents. Welcome to the forum.