aaaaaaaagggghhhhhhh I'm bawling now/again.
All the neuropsychs, neurosurgeons, neuros, everybody keeps telling me that brain tumors and brain surgery do not harm "talent" (they use that word - I don't) but .................. whatever small ability, small drive (large drive?),whatever, seems to have evaporated and ....... well, I sure miss it. I sure miss it.