Hi Denise and welcome to S.O.S.

You're going to fit right in here because we take turns holding each other up when we feel we're going to fall. It's a daily struggle isn't it!!

Remember that you are fighting for your life and I'm so glad for your sons sake that you are trying so hard. I remember that your husband thinks you are the strongest woman he knows and having his support is so critical in your recovering. I understand that you don't feel that way but it will get better.

I know what suicide does to a family..we lost our only son in Jan of 90 and it changed our family forever. It's a legacy you don't want to leave with the people you love.

Denise, only try to do one day, maybe one hour at a time and remember that it's ok, it's important, to talk about what you are feeling...we do "get it".