I can relate to all that you say. Is your pain in your chest? That's where mine is. I didn't want to leave the house at one time also. I've been through so many stages,and periods where anxiety would come,and go. It's all a mystery to me. I've done what I've feared,and conquered many of these fears,but all of these other things happen,and create anxiety,and tie me in knots. It's hard to explain.

I'm about to get more therapy. I'm on Xanax,and Luvox. It only helps a little.

My family(Sister,and Dad) have lost patience. My dad doesn't want to hear my problems,and my sister has become a little hostile towards me. She hates my symptoms. I don't understand her. She hurts me verbally,and I've gone to Social Services. I have asked for their help. All my sister thinks about is money. She criticizes me coming,and going. She judges me,accuses me,and has developed a frigid attitude towards me.

I'm sorry for talking about that,but it hurts me so much. BF