You all had me crying, but again in a good way... is a nice change
I miss him desperately, I am sure I always will. But, it has been healing in its own right to finally forgive him. Next I work on forgiving me. It is going to be a long journey, these past 5 months have been extreme.. perhaps now it will still hurt greatly, but through the forgiving, I will also be able to speak his name and smile. I know he loved me, in that knowledge I will find the strength to survive.

I am going out on a picnic with Lynn today, not wasting one single day God has given us. NOT ONE!

You all have been the life saver I needed to keep my head above the waters. I can't thank you enough, or express how much you have come to mean to me.