I think you should be proud of yourself for reaching out to social service. I hope you can find help and support. Is there a way you can move to an area not so isolated? I have heard of programs where they house people with a roomate who have similar issues and help them get back on there feet. Can you work? May I ask what state you live in? I know how lonely this can feel. Also how frustrating it is to live in a society where people don't understand. It can get better though and truly I thought at one time it couldn't. Really before my pn and rsd I was on the right road and was rebuilding my life from mental issues.