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Old 08-10-2008, 02:27 PM
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Originally Posted by bizi View Post
hi meg,
so you are not taking any thing at all?
I think you need to see a psychiatrist and see if some medication can help you.
You are going thru some rollar coaster mood swings, maybe this is normal for the stress that you are under.
I don't know.
I agree the valium is a better med. last longer...
bizi
my pdoc perscribed me xanax, and then valium, i havent picked up the valium yet.

is it terrible that all i wanna do is scream/yell/cry/flip out but theres no one I want to do it at except Mike? LwkdjfhbwkjrebAHHHHHHHHHHSW U just wanna get everything out and have him ANSWER me. and I know its probably not safe/smart to keep thinking about him but I cant help it.

tonight is supposed to be our movie night as/dlkfvhajfkghfd and i kinda dont wanna go, but i do, but im mad because hes playing with my head, but i want to see him and have him hug me so bad and tell me "no sad" but how can i not be sad/mad/upset when HES THE ONE CAUSING THIS?! I dont even get it, I want to hate him so bad. I want this to be OVER. every other relationship ive been in has ended badly (with me hating the person) and thats fine with me, i dont care it makes it easier to get over (for me).

but i dont want this to end like that. I want to be around, but im so impatient and I want answers and things to go right so badly that its making this 'limbo' thing hurt SO bad. I dont get it, you have no idea how mad i get.


aksjdvgahsjhgadsvkjaws I dont even KNOW.
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