I don't have insurance

I've signed a contract with a Lawyer,and am waiting for the Social Security Hearing. This contract with the lawyer is binding.

At this point, I'm just trying to be as positive as I can,and don't want to loose what I have.

My Dad,and sister are becoming non-supportive. They just don't understand the simple basic problem in my illness. I get upset if they don't watch there words.

My sister said that she is not going to help support me because they can't afford it. Well my brother in law owns a Clinic,and is a Doctor,and they live on 10 acres of land,and live in a 750,000 thousand dollar house that they just built. They buy all kinds of things.

I don't want to make accusations,but if I was in their shoes,I'd want to help a immediate family member. I cannot help but noticing how the money word pops up continually.

If this SSD didn't take so long,things would be OK. I'm in to 1&1/2 year in the wait,with a lawyer,and a contract. I don't know what to do but wait. BF