Daniella, I had a dinner at my home last night for my immediate family and for the first time gave them a little update. It was so hard to talk about it. My Aunt has terminal brain cancer and I just feel like all of everyone's energy should be directed at her and feel a odd when we are spending anytime talking about me. However, it went much better than I thought and it is much easier to not hide the shocks and other jabbing pains. I have also been trying very hard to look for the good and this board has opened my eyes up and helped me to realize I still have much to be grateful for. Thank you for your thoughts.

Lefthanded, my heart hurts for you. Art is such a integral part of the artists life and nothing could be more painful than not being able to express oneself. I truly hope your retreat goes well and you are able to be healthy and enjoy the time. My cousin has Crohn's and I understand how life altering the condition is. Thank you for your kind words.