It's really nice to meet you, and welcome to the forums. I'm sorry that this terrible thing has happened to you. It's amazing how fast one's life can change, isn't it? Amazing and scary, too. I don't know enough about your kind of condition to make any useful suggestions on how to deal with it. But I am very familiar with the pain and emotions which come with a serious situation like yours. I hope you do get better, and the headaches go away. Good luck to you, Vini, and all my best wishes.