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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Houston, Texas
Posts: 643
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Member
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Houston, Texas
Posts: 643
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Thank you so much for posting this. I haven't posted in a while but do read the different posts as often as possible.
Lately it seems like it just takes too much energy to type. I have no energy for anything really. A little over a year ago you couldn't get me to stay still, I was always going, doing something...I get so depressed thinking about how things have changed....how I have changed. I have trouble getting the thought "this isn't how it's supposed to be" out of my head, no matter how many times dh tells me that as long as we are together everything is just as it's supposed to be.
There are days when I can't find the right words or my fingers want to type words backwards.....or when speaking my voice quivers and I forget what I'm saying.....doesn't make much for good socializing! I've lost friends and have learned (or should I say learning) to love this person I've become. Ohhhh I didn't mean for this to become a whine, honest!
I am so thankful that I have a place like this where I can just stop by and say hi or ask for prayers or share a joke...whatever. Even though it might be days or weeks before I post, I know that when I do I will be welcomed and treated as though I am and always have been a part of one big extended family.
Love to all of you,
Susan
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