Three months ago I had never had a seizure and now I've had three in as many weeks
![EEK!](images/smilies/eek.gif)
. No one will see me and the I'm afraid to be alone. I have a list of twenty three drugs, seeing a chiropractor daily, and still getting worse.
![Deadhorse](images/smiliesc/deadhorse.gif)
At what point is all this worth it?
![Sinking](images/smiliesb/Sinking.gif)
The pain is never ending anymore and what little bit of individual freedom I did have is gone.
![Sob](images/smiliesb/Sob.gif)
Depression has taken up residents. I don't know where to turn.