MistiC, your feelings are all feeling that most of us have gone through and still may be struggling with. It hasn't been that long for me either. I was told there will be a rave of emotions that you will go through and the best advice I got was to go with them - let them out - deal with them openly when they come to you and it will be easier on everyone especially you.

And then the second piece of advice I want to share with you is use this board to the fullest! This is a wonderful place to come and vent, laugh, cry, scream or just sit and read everyone elses post. Some of my best friends are right here - we know how you feel inside and out most of the time.

I am sorry for the reason that you had to find us but glad you did! Welcome!