I give you a lot of credit trying to quit smoking, are you using any type of quit smoking things? I used the Nicotrol inhaler and quit for awhile on that.
It's like a cigarette, with a cartridge you put in and use it when you get the urge, it works. It even comes with a little case, just like a pack of cigs.

I have been smoking like there is no tomorrow, I wish I could quit. I just don't have it in me now.

Good Luck......Nikko