I am sitting here at a loss for words (hush, curious...LOL)

have a big lump in my throat...

You all have so much going on in your lives and yet you are here to support me, da wife, eachother, others, aliens, illegal or not...which, I have a quick question, if they are aliens, are they legal? LOL

but seriously...

Tam was a dear friend that passed away five years ago...she was a big part of some of the members here's lives...wished everyone that didn't know her would've gotten a chance to get to know this wonderful lady...

but to EACH one of you...I wish I can reach over this screen and just hold you tight, each one of you...cause I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart...

your encouragements, your wonderful friendships, I just can't say enough of it...

Yes, I am loved, and I believe it...it used to be so hard to believe that I can be loved...that I would end up pushing away the folks that loved me...

and I love you guys...

and I am lucky to have da wife that I get to hug everyday and say I love you to...

thank you...these two simple words...thank you...contains an abysmal gratefulness and gratitude and love to you all...

from my heart..

(((((BIG TIGHT HUGS))))) to you all