Leasing is ok if you can afford the monthly payments, I can't. BUT I was wondering how my situation would apply IF I were to finance a car loan for a much newer car. I haven't looked into that yet. I have some financial business I have been putting off from my divorce 20 years ago. There is the matter of a pension fund that I got half of but I am afraid to look into it. It would mean a few extra hundred a month and I could afford small payments. I am afraid to deal with it out of fear that I also have somehow been screwed out of that eventhough it was part of my divorce settlement. But I am afraid maybe he took all of that money once he left the company. I have the paperwork for it but am afraid to look into it out of disappointment. It's a VERY well know company and hasn't gone out of business but I fear I have been screwed out of it somehow.

I seem to be afraid of just about everything.