Oh F2Y~ I am so sorry for what you have been going through.
Please know that I am keeping you in my prayers.
Our Why Questions:
Often when we ask God for guidance, what we really want is a guide. My friend told me of a conversation he had w/his young son shortly after they moved into their new house.
''You can find your way to your new bedroom in the dark by simply turning on the lights in each room as you go..'' There was an uncertain pause, then, ''But, Daddy, won't you please go w/me?''
Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord, your God will be w/you wherever you go''.. From the book of Joshua
We are here for you F2Y.