wow . thanks, everybody ... and top o' the morning to yas!

it's just that I feel caught in the middle .. my doctors say they don't want me returning to the 'work environment' ... and the SSDI tell me because of my age and education .. and I should be able to work thru the pain (when they last denied me) ...

this last spring - I started applying for jobs (the cool weather was helping) .. but by June, my sx's were getting weaker (not fast-fast) ... just slowing down more .. and my doctor shook her head no when I told her that I have to do something about a job! (she's been wanting me on disability since last fall!) ..

the doctors SEE you ... and the government, you're only a number ... and I'm the one in the middle ...