I have read most of your forms but have to run out . I will say that i am taking hypnotherpy on MOnday. I heard it really works and maybe you would like to try itout. Acupuctiure i did that for the first time about 2 weeks ago WORKS GREAT and helped my cronic anixiet about 80%. But not saying that you do but maybe someone as a child abandon you when you really needed them themost, and subconscienely you do know that . I can tell you how it goeson MOnday of you like!!

Take care