tonite i am seeing south pacific and going out to eat with a close friend. I slept maybe an 1 and half last night and the night before. I feel so empty.
I am so angry at myself. I hate being bipolar right now. My cleaning woman is here and is working so hard and I am feeling so guilty. I should be so thankful. I also start therapy with a new therapist next week.
Bobby
I just feel so unappreciative...
yesterday at the clinic i ran into a guy i liked. the clinic speciaizes in ex drug addicts. It was really sad but he was stoned. I cared about him. Then on the bus i had a great conversation with the most lovely lady. then right before she was getting off she told me she had lymphoma but was in remission. Yesterday I cared so much for those people...