The anxiety is tormenting isn't it? You are not alone. Please,please,please don't use wine,or alcohol to try to get relief. It will make it worse over a period of time,and turn things into a nightmare,as it turns on you,and you can't get away from it to easily.

See if people can help you with your kids...friends...church...etc.

I have been living with panic,OCD,Depression,Bipolar,and torment for decades.

I'm going through a bad time myself. Have you tried reading through the Bible? Are you getting therapy? Are you being treated well by family members?

There is a road of treatment for you. I'm reaching out to Social Services right now.

Don't be in despair. Take one day at a time,and keep reaching out for treatment. If a treatment goes wrong,look for other options.

I know how painful,and lonely it can become. Hang on. Search for the right people who can help you. Brokenfriend