I am so very sorry..this is a lot on a person's plate. I think it is very tough to get "hit" both physically and emotionally at the same time. I do know that prayer, friendship and good thoughts are helpful.

I recognize that others will not agree with this, but I have noticed in my life that sometimes when I have major health issues and there are repercussions from them, that in the end, it all works out for the best. I am not sure what the reasons are for this exactly, but it could be that my mind and my body were not aligned and so "something had to give" to force me to go in another direction. Or it could be that my Higher Power was trying to tell me something. Whatever the case may be, you have been forced to chose another direction and I think it would be wise to use this time to rest and re-assess. Maybe you can figure out a new way to use your talents to work part-time to earn an income and also help others. For example, could you tutor students?

I understand the loneliness that comes when an adult child leaves for college. However, if you are not working full time, this leaves more flexibility for you to make phone calls, care packages and be home when she comes back for visits. I know it is very hard right now, especially since you are not feeling well physically and hurting deeply emotionally, but if you can gently push yourself to see the potential positives in this situation it would be of help. You are greatly cared for and even with the obstacles before you, there is much work to be done and joy to be had.

Prayers and good thoughts for strength and wisdom during this difficult time.