I'm sorry you're feeling bad....I hope you feel better soon! Yeah, the blues must be going around. I think that's the worst part of our disease - the uncertainty. Some days I feel like "old Erin" and then *wham!* out of nowhere I'm knocked back on my butt. My oncologist told me that Iwas a "chronic" case the last time I was in the hospital, but I just refuse to believe that. If I give up, then I don't think I'll ever go into remission. Granted, I know that our disease has a mind of it's own and all the wishing in the world won't make it go away, but I'd much rather be positive and hope for the best - it's hard though........I actually made it into work today - it felt pretty darn good. granted, I didn't put in a full day, but it was just nice to actually be around people - I really miss that! Having support from this site makes my life so much easier - I really appreciate all of your kind words, especially since you are feeling so bad now too. What's going on with you? Are you having problems getting around or swallowing or both? You are soooo lucky to have such an amazing sister, maybe my sis and I will be that way again; I truly hope so! I read that article you sent - it was dead on! I'm going to send it to all my friends and family, especially my hubby's family cuz' they accused me of faking it or smoking too much. Granted I shouldn't have smoked, but that's not what caused my MG. They really don't like me and I cannot figure out why, but I guess I shouldn't stress too much about it - it will just make me sick and depress me even more. I see my neuro next Tuesday - please pray for me. I'm worried that he'll try and put me back in the hospital. It's gotten to where they know me on a first name basis - not a good sign..........When you get to feelling better, please let me know how you are and hang in there! I love hearing from you!