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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Ohio
Posts: 941
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Ohio
Posts: 941
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Hi CZ Thank you for saying what ya said! Your right!!  I am too hard on myself! Anymore, all I have been doing is , well.. everything! I don't ever want to feel bitter towards my husband, he can't help it. It's just, I was so used to him being the stronger one in our marriage, and it hit me, I now have to be the stronger one! Poor man, can't even take out the trash to our curb anymore. I believe the next test, is a scope to look down and see what's going on in his stomach. I am so glad, his lung scan came back really good. He constantly coughs, has dry heaves, can't breath and is now on oxygen. Anymore, I can't sleep, I am constantly on the go, and tonight, I feel my entire body just hurting. I noticed I have this RSD pain even more since my husband was in the hospital for a month and it's still here. I see my PCD tomorrow afternoon, and he is the one who admitted Bill. I am telling him everything, asking him questions and wanting answers! Anyway, sorry for going on and on CZ. Thanks again!~Love, Desi
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Love, Desi
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