You know the secrets! So did making a decision bring you peace? I hope so! Sometimes just being in limbo can make things so much more stressful. I just moved and I'm trying to get a new hematologist . . . Bleh. My primary doesn't feel comfortable treating me for the condition but I can't get a hematologist without a referral. But because this primary wasn't the diagnosing doctor, they can't refer. My diagnosing doctor hasn't been treating me, so they aren't "comfortable" referring me. Hematologist hell! Just weird limbo. I'm glad yours is over!
Lynn
(I hope you didn't think I was chastising you for crying and moaning! There comes a time, after being bounced from this office to that one and then given a phone number that is disconnected that we all break down. Not that those types of things happen to me.

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