its funny you say put them on hold and focus on school because Dana is MAKING me focus on school (he like tells me to go to bed early and stuff haha its cute)

okay I'm gonna break this down into 3
Dana, Mike then other (including school and work)


Dana
Danas been so so nice and i cant say how helpful hes being. he makes all the bad stuff i think about go away, but thats also kinda scary for me. i dont need a distraction i need answers, but hes welcome to distract me for now, i know at one point if this gets more serious im going to explain to him about my anxiety and everything. He sleeps at my house some nights. I know that seems really fast but it fits. hes kinda friends with my brother and everyone here likes him. i dunno.

Mike
so mike slept here the night before last. he was working in the town next to mine and he said it would be nice to hang out and asked if he could stay. i said yeah because id feel terrible saying no, and i regret it now. all night i wanted it to be dana with me not mike. kwrjhvkrjtvb


Other
So apparently I 'quit' my job. I was scheduled on Sunday without me knowing and didn't go. So whatever I'm not even upset. I just need to find a new job ASAP. Orientation was stupid. Still didn't get my books. School starts Tuesday and I'm not even excited (except for the fact Dana said he'd help me get up early) i dont even know and on top of it all, i havent been to the Pdoc recently, and i ran out of contacts so i look stupid with my glasses all the time.

I just want a good job and to go school shopping.