Hi Desi, so sorry I missed your post! I have been down a while.
Desi, I cant imagine having rsd and then loosing the strong one in your life, which in my case is my husband too. I really can not imagine. I would be lost, in fact i could nt be doing what your doing. Yes im sure your rsd is worse the stress of running the house by your self, caring for your husband et al. With your RSD I dont even know how your are doing it. When my husband travels which is a lot, i do not do well. But it does allow me more rest- if he wasnt helping me when he is home, I jsut wouldnt make it. I hope youll have time each day to take an espom salt bath- they do help so much.
Im glad you took a minute to write Id missed seeing your posts and catching up. I hope you get good news about Bill this week. Your in my thoughts and prayers. Let us know w hat happens.Thinking of you your amazing to be handling all of thisl.Sincerely, CZ