Jan, sorry for the troubles you are going through. I can understand you swearing off docs,

I have a feeling you know what must be done. Sept 1st is almost here, I think its time to make sure you are ok,

I am pretty sure Your Beloved would want you to take care of yourself and not ignore things, because of what happened. I hope you are able to get in to get some assurance from the docs,:hugs:

No matter your choice, :hugs: and prayers that you feel better real soon