I know exactly how you feel, Robert. I feel like I'm running a race and I'm trying hard to run faster and faster, but "it's" catching up w/me....I can feel the warm breath on my neck it's so close. It's a race I can't win. It makes me very sad. I'm fear what's coming next....how long it will take...if it will not only affect my movement, but will I lose my mind, as well? I used to play the piano, but....

Now I'm working on my "LIST" of things I want to do/try before I'm unable to. I'm less afraid of risks. What have I got to lose?

Hang in there!