Grrr... The depression/OCD/ whatever I have is back. My obsessive thoughts and depression creep up on to me than I go into a remission of sorts where I am happy and OK and than they come back. This time not in the form of extreme anxiousness more of a dark depresson. Maybe seasonal? I think light and such have something to do with it. this is why I wonder if I am bipolar because the symptoms come and go.