((((K.Jane)))))) I am sorry for the loss of your hub and for such a hard time you have been going threw.
Do you have the right to care? For most people caring is woven into us and runs threw our veins and shows in our words, our smiles our handshakes and glimmers in our eyes. Or I could say for some of us caring is all there is. We do it so much it can hurt sting and burn. You will always be your son’s birth mother and I would never consider you inadequate. Having given such a huge sacrifice for them by trying the only options you had to give them a better chance at life. Do you get to see them at all?? How long ago did your hub pass away? That surely must have been a terrible time for you and family I am sorry.
I am Glad you found your way to Neurotalk You should find all the people here helpful supportive and. like family. Thanks for sharing and posting. Yes you have the right to care and Don’t be so hard on yourself. Take care of you. Love you!!!
PEACE
BMW