You are so sweet. Actually the "cry, cry, cry" comment was one making fun of myself.

I am feeling down, but it takes a lot of time to get rid of the meanness...so no worries, I'll be fine.

I live so far from everything that finding a dr is a problem.

How are you doing? I know that you have been dealt a wrong hand, and I will light a candle for you tomorrow.

Mama