This might not be a subject the men won't want to talk about but I know some men deal with IC so they do deal with pain in that area.

I see this Surgeon Tuesday and I am having such a hard time hanging on. I have gotten worse over the past few weeks and I also deal with nausea when I am at my worst. I have thought about going to the ER but we have one of those ER's that don't know what to do for anyone. My only hope there would be to catch my ex PA there. He knows my history but again I don't know what they would do for me.

I have a patch on my lower left pelvic area. It isn't doing what it use to do that's for sure. I have dealt with this for over 4 years and as I've got more help for my IC and other problems I can tell now where I have this other problem at. I'm thinking adhesions my Dr. thinks as I said before Pelvic Congestion Syndrome.

It is as I said driving me crazy. Bill is having to do more for me in and out of the home, I can't hardly get dressed and yes my depression raises it's ugly head at times when I am in so much pain I'm delirous. I run my fingers through my hair in discust I guess you'd call it. I wish I were a Dr. I'd do my own damn surgery. LOL Funny but not kidding.

I guess I just needed to vent. If I weren't getting councelling to keep me in check until I see this surgeon I'd probably go barging into the ER crying and screaming. I just needed to talk about this. I can't get anything done. When a person is in too much pain they can't think straight. I'm not.

I haven't been getting dressed because of it, I pull my hair up and pin it up without combing it and I can't concentrate to take care of business. Does this sound familiar to any of you.

I think of that TV show, Just Shoot Me, that's my feelings at this point. LOL

Sorry if I rattle on, I think I'm trying to outdo jose on this post or Dana. How'd I do.

I could be on my death bed and I'd have a sense of humor so don't panic. I'm still holding on by a thread.

You guy could give me some encouragement here. I'm not giving myself any at this time.

Thanks to all of you and sorry if I'm getting off the forum subject here but I really needed to ven.
Ada