Welcome, Ruby!
I believe at one point or another (many points, probably) we all have heard of or been involved in a horror story involving a Neurologist or someone of a similar profession questioning the sanity of the patient when it comes to not only Epilepsy, but many Neurological conditions.
I have felt crazy and I know I'm not alone. Sometimes you are happy to get bad results just to confirm you're not crazy. It's an awful situation to be in.
Sadly, I'm in the hospital right now and the internet kicks me randomly. I'll get back to you more on this tomorrow since I will be back home tomorrow afternoon.
Talk to you soon!
You're not alone, so keep that in mind.