sorry i havent posted in here in a long time. but with the ect i forgot alot of things including this post so i am so sorry i am still so sad and i dont know how to fix it i am affraid for my life i am terrified. i still am trying to look into vns i am done ect that has done nothing for me but make my life worse i love all you guys and thank you for your support and understanding and for yous not judging me thank you so much