thank you, everyone, twas a sad night for Deb and I I helped ease her enough to get to sleep, then sat here with laptop thinking and thinking, waiting for son to call, started thinking this leaping leaves a pit in the stomach feeling and I started recalling those other times, and it did come easily so easily I deleted the first copy, mainly cause im a dork. and had to rewrite it.

when i was a sole parent me and two kids alone so many nights I wrote my darker poems why me type of stuff or its not fair , none of this I really care to write about, i rather write positive and happy stuff or of nature, I love nature,

so i would write them, then burn them, sort of a release of issues, and have noticed it helps a long time ago, I just dont help myself by not writing as often as I can as of late this is a nice place where we are able to be ourselves and so many wonderful people on here who are so supportive, thank you