Howdy Wiz, definitely a catch 22, i can totally relate with the worry part of it, at first I went through a lot of test and got my mind to thinking(yeah I know scary thought)

, and of course for some reason I go to worse case scenarios first

and it doesnt help stress levels, but like you said you, were glad he was there when you needed him, and he is thorough, so you are pretty safely being watched,