Thursday ~ THANX for the past quote.
However, after this last month everything is out the window.
Can't even breathe let alone lay on the floor.

Had Botox on my right side August 6th & my left side decided to shut down immediately & hard.
2 weeks of over medicating & a foreign object going into those rock hard muscles, finally the Botox set in.
Haven't been able to enjoy the right side release.
I feel medicated to the hilt, nauseated, quacked out as Dr. J tries new meds, increases meds, puts in an immediate request for left side Botox to balance out with no response from the insurance company as I suffer each day wanting morphine & go to the ER.
I feel like a druggy wanting to be put out of my misery like a lame horse.
Nothing is working.
I'm so exhausted, so in pain I cant breathe or move.
Catching a wink here & there
Living day after day only by sitting up.
Why? How? can I allow this suffering everyday?
I have been told that the more you use morphine the more dangerous & dependent your body/brain relies on it as an easy out.

Some one tell my husband that its better to get immediate relief to calm all those muscles & stop this misery 24/7. His email address is: phillapuma@aol.com

Astern ~ your summary has been emailed out to my family. Thats how I feel & more.
Cyndy