Addy

I am truly sorry for the pain you are feeling.... If there is anything
at all I can do, please let me know

For what it is worth... anger is an emotion I try never to hang on to.
It is a hard thing to do I know. But, for me.. I find it poisons my soul.
You have a truly wonderful soul... you are giving...loving and support
everyone here.

We all have times when we can't help how we feel...
I hope you do not spend too much time "beating" yourself up for
not being very forgiving right now" Forgiveness comes with time
and healing... I wish that for you Addy