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Grand Magnate
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Join Date: Oct 2006
Location: Northern Utah
Posts: 3,465
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Grand Magnate
Join Date: Oct 2006
Location: Northern Utah
Posts: 3,465
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Addy, Last night I was talking to my Olhipie as we were preparing for bed. I was talking about the anger I still feel towards my prior husband. The frustration...is what I prefer to call it comes from the harm he caused my nieces, the pain he put my children and I through. Sometimes the anger will cause the burning tears of pain to flow...then I take a deep breath and push back the tears and look straight forward...I then thank Him above for the growth my small family has experienced because of adversity. I never thought I could thank my Father in Heaven for giving me pain so I could grow.
When I think of that painful growth, I picture a beautiful flower growing in the cool rich black soil. Then when the flower is at its peak of beauty a hand reaches down and pulls it from the ground and sets it on the hot sidewalk and then in the pain of the heat the flower is told to grow...painful growth...possible growth.
I pray that your anger will help you grow and heal...I pray that He will hold you during this great time of need.
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My best friends live in my computer....
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Suffered with back problems since birth...7 back surgeries to date, the last one being on 5/13/2015. Fibromyalgia, PTSD, Chronic Pain
“Being my sweethearts full-time care partner, I have to remind myself, when some well-meaning friend or relative questions my methods or motives, that I know more than they do because I Live this life 24/7, and they only come for short visits.” Tamiloo
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Gotta love my Olhipie! Dx'd RRMS 1986, SPMS 2004
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Watch my Olhipie Skiing....
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Last edited by tamiloo; 09-13-2008 at 10:47 PM.
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