welcome to the SOS forum...

there are tons of wonderful folks here that will listen to you...

I am not sure what to say cause you've been thrown a death sentence and I can understand about wanting control of some sorts...

I can't tell you what to do or what not to do because of your unique situation...

all I can do is offer you ((((HUGS)))) and to offer you a couple of eyes to listen to...

please keep talking to us, K?

just want to add your post to here in case folks were wondering. Nice to meet you and I hope by talking here, your pain can ease somewhat...

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