Hi kalamity jane...
Nothing wrong with telling it like it is.....in fact its a good idea to tell others when you hurt...I have felt that way too....its NOT weak!!!! Life can be really really really hard sometimes and sometimes MORE than sometimes. I don't know you as I am new here. But as much as any human being can care for another I do. I can't be there to physically give you a hug but I can give you a cyber hug (((kalamity jane))) and pray that you will feel some better. Depression really hurts and it is hard to reach out when there is a heavy blanket over us. But you did reach out when you posted here, I hope it gets better. Sometimes it seems like there is always another battle right around the corner. Fumbling but trying to dry some tears...........