Hi,

I hate being alone too but seem to be alone about 99% of the time since my break-up. I too think too much when there is too much time on my hands with nothing interesting going on. I can feel for you there but I'm not good on advice with relationships. All I can do is say hi to you, HI! I have been depressed because a male friend hasn't called me when I specifically left word on his machine to call me because I was worried I could not get him for 3 days. It seems everyone gives me the brush off. Sorry to make this about me.

Reading sounds good to me now that you mentioned it. Sometimes when I get antsy I'll play some fast loud music and I kind of go with the flow of it.

Take care and keep posting.

befuddled2