Yeah, thanks. I'm watching a makeover show on tv. And I feel really cold right now. Like putting a fire on. He has been good at contacting me and all that goes with it - but tonight was just disconnected it felt like. Instead of "Sorry. I'd love to watch that other movie with you, but I'm going to a dinner with my ex" he said "Nope. I'm going to an Al-Anon dinner." And yes- he WOULD say "Sorry. I'm going to an al-anon dinner. How about tomorrow?" And then we'd watch it the next day.

I just never know when I'm being overly emotional, sensitive, and react incorrectly, or if its some kind of intuition. I mostly have to say "What is his track record?" I guess. I just remember how things were yesterday with us and the idea of him going to something as stupid as an al-anon dinner (YUCK. I'd NEVER want to go to one of those- and my dad is an alcoholic.) makes me feel like "Oh that was all fake?" Totally irrational....